The way people made and established themselves is absolutely disgusting. In any case they are rich, accumulated sufficient wealth over the years. Their wealth however has made them feel they are superior to my family and me. They have a whole bunch of cars and they arrogant beyond belief and very shallow they cannot make an intelligent comment about anything. They dodge subjects.
I know mental illness runs in the maternal side of the family but today was the absolute fucking limit. A month or so back I went to see my surviving maternal aunt, she had some figs, she showed them to me, instead of offering them. She shut them off somewhere and very emphatically said she was not going to give them to anyone. A month later another, simply calling on her she hands over the figs and was being very generous. When I opened the packet, there were worms and insects crawling all over them.
It was fair enough to conclude that even she is not immune to the mean and disgusting behaviour which my entire family has adopted towards me. Just because I am not as well off as her as everyone else and they are, they feel it is obligatory to look down on me and give me garbage.
They have no place in my life, not a single member with their twisted mind. Ignoring is the best thing. I was hospitalised, not a single one showed up. Their callousness knows no bounds. These are the type of scumbags who kiss every step I walk if I had unbelievable wealth and power, they would be running circles around me. Do things no matter how degrading and demeaning. All sense of self-respect would have gone.
I know mental illness runs in the maternal side of the family but today was the absolute fucking limit. A month or so back I went to see my surviving maternal aunt, she had some figs, she showed them to me, instead of offering them. She shut them off somewhere and very emphatically said she was not going to give them to anyone. A month later another, simply calling on her she hands over the figs and was being very generous. When I opened the packet, there were worms and insects crawling all over them.
It was fair enough to conclude that even she is not immune to the mean and disgusting behaviour which my entire family has adopted towards me. Just because I am not as well off as her as everyone else and they are, they feel it is obligatory to look down on me and give me garbage.
They have no place in my life, not a single member with their twisted mind. Ignoring is the best thing. I was hospitalised, not a single one showed up. Their callousness knows no bounds. These are the type of scumbags who kiss every step I walk if I had unbelievable wealth and power, they would be running circles around me. Do things no matter how degrading and demeaning. All sense of self-respect would have gone.
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